breakingglass,
a little late with my welcome, but i am so glad that you are finding some kindship here
this is such a terrific forum, and i am very hopeful for you!
you're right; we DO care and if you keep coming, you will soon start feelings like you are forming relationships on here
you do - my humble opinion - need to form those healthy, sober, Real relationships too, however.
best to you, please come often. i wish you peace