Old 11-15-2010, 09:52 PM
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omg this sucks so bad. when will it get better.

Ugh i ******* hate this. i quit drinking and smoking 3 days ago. My skin is crawling. I'm breaking out and look like a monster. I've lost all my drive. I haven't gotten out of bed in 3 days. Prior to this i'd been in 12 year relationship which ended in april, which happened to be my first and only relationship ever. It ended because of meth. I have no friends. I just can't do this anymore. WHen and how the **** will i start living a life worth living.

I am sorry to be having such a pity party but this is all a little too much, and I'm so mad at myself for allowing this to become my life. Someone please tell me soemthing to snap myself out of this.
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