OT: God grant me patience
I really need some and I am NOT a patient girl.
My job situation just went *kablooeee* in my face 2 weeks ago when I was told "It's not working out, you're being replaced". I go through a (small)whirlwind of emotions, get my head on straight, start looking around for work, only to be told "actually, we were hasty and want you to reconsider staying". What? Um. ok. What?
So I need to make a choice sometime soon. I don't know what to do. Stay here at my boring job and study? Take another boring job and study? Take a super interesting job and not have time to study? Drop the studying and throw myself into sometime completely different?
Dunno.
Hence the need for patience. I keep trying to see ahead, to determine what's the *right* path RIGHT NOW, but I just can't seem to figure stuff out. I try my best to remind myself to calm my rather loud brain, listen and see what comes.