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Old 11-15-2010, 02:57 AM
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Lunaaa
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Join Date: Aug 2010
Posts: 105
Live,

When i last came here ,he was only verbally abusive ,it was awful and hurtful but i never gave it any significance and i never thought it escalates as you all have warned me so i stayed giving him countless number of chances.
Even with the verbal abuse i needed to stick around and get my fix ,changing the way i treat,respond and talk to him out of dignity and hurt but still managing to get my fix nomatter what he does i'de still be talking to him,maybe not in a loving way or in any good way but i needed to stay hooked in,that was my fix.
You are right,this is not a precious love i'm holding on to,i'm just holding on because i'm afraid to let go,this precious love was only in my mind
You are also right it doesnt get any better. I realise all that now and i'm trying to reason it all with a healthy mind not a sick one.
i promise you i'll stay safe and wont let anyone hurt me ever again.
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