I have been struggling for about 3 months now to stop and really stop. But, I have am working on it. Here is the thing... I don't miss the waking up and not remembering what I did the night before, I don't remember the shame, I don't remember wondering what I had done to my husband the night before, I miss anything at all about drinking.
Yes sometimes I think... "Oh I can do this and be like everyone else around me..." and I try... and guess what.. same experiance. Blackouts, horrible stories, sadness, hangover... and I know it isn't worth it. So, today I make the decision to not drink...
I am hopeful to make it to seven weeks.. keep it going.. you are doing awesome!
Saliena