I remember several years ago when my Dad was diagnosed with a terminal condition--well my 2 sisters and I were all thinking the same thing and finally my sister who is 2 years older than me just blurted it out--the wrong parent is dying. This is not fair!
Just like noday I had visions of xah getting hit by a something or just falling down and dying (like his best friend did 2 years ago--I thought that would be a wake up call-nope!). I am truly unsure what xah's low will finally be. Maybe nothing. I would have though losing my wife and 2 kids would have been enough too-but nope to that too.
Yesterday he called to complain to me that the church where he works asked if he would like a free Thanksgiving basket and how humiliated he was. Still not getting it. . .