Thanks Pelican! I will admit that I am not doing well at all. My nerves are so shot that I have literally been shaking all night. I can't sleep, but yet am exhausted. My kids are upset and want my undivided attention and I feel like I am not there for them right now. I am stressed about missing work and how I am going to make ends meet. I really just need some help and feel like I am all alone right now. Thankfully, my Dad is coming into town late tonight, so at least I will have support soon. He will be able to help with the kids and that is most important to me.