When I got out of rehab, I'd isolated myself so much prior to getting there that the only people who wanted me around were those in the Fellowship. And thank god for that. I had no one and I'd really messed up my life. They helped me put myself back together and I still go to meetings five times a week even after a year and a half out of rehab. The fellowship has saved my life - I don't care if it's a cult or an organized whatever. For me it works and I hope I spend my lifetime paying it forward.
Best of luck to you and much love. Keep coming back.