Hey if potato chips are Oprah's worst enemy imagine their power! Yes, the messes keepacomin and we are all left "paying the tab" in one way or another for a while. I'm sure the anniversary didn't help this weekend
Maybe you aren't ready to make any decision right now.maybe you still have some thinking/praying to do before you will be ready. Take this time while he is gone to get to know yourself again.I know I got the point where I couldn't tell you one thing about me..it was all about my daughter, her addiction, how she was doing, etc.
hang in there..