How it is
This is a public service announcement brought to you by Bam. Take it or leave it.
I am not a happy person. I'm not sure I can be--depression gets in the way. But so what? I can still laugh and smile. There's hope.
Sober time isn't always a cure for life's problems. Some get worse when they stop drinking. I did. And I got professional help. I need meds and therapy to survive. Without those things I get destructive and suicidal thoughts that plague my mind.
Any doubts get to your doctor ASAP and be 100% honest about everything. It could save your life. Talk to the professionals and get more than one opinion if you have to.
Don't get discouraged if everything isn't bunnies, kittens and flowers when you sober up. You can get help. And you can get plenty of support here.