Ah, the irony. I am chowing down on potato chips right now.
I'm so sorry you're feeling bad. I took my DD and left my AH last week so I have a bit of understanding of what you're going through. It's still fresh, and difficult, and I don't see much of a future for us given that he's not doing anything to demonstrate his sobriety. (He's going to meetings, but hey, he was doing that before and still getting wasted in the evenings/weekends.) It's sad.
I wasn't a fan of the Al-Anon mtg I went to either...I like it here b/c I can choose to read what I want and just like other people can choose to read what I type if they feel so inclined.
I hope you are feeling better soon, and better yet, I hope you get some chips in your system
