Hi Lilac. I go to church (occassionally) and believe in God too as do many in the secular forum, we just found recovery our own way instead of the pre-fab methods. I personally believe w/o a shadow of doubt that I would not be even alive today much less recovered from alcohol abuse w/o divine intervention. My most important "recovery" book was the bible, I'd never read it before but I started reading it about 9 months into recovery (took me 3 months to read cover to cover) after reading "The Purpose Driven Life" and between the 2 I learned so very much and they gave me a path/diagram for my recovery and life.
Good for you on 4 days!