atdawn

My picker, getting better ... I was just starting to think that ... but he wrote again and explained he is gay. I had no idea, you know some guys you have a feeling that they are - the way they walk, talk, dress, or who they hang out with. Well most guys I have liked have been gays that don't look like they are (including a gay alcoholic), and I don't think AH was gay but who knows, for with the lack of intimacy he could as well have been. So there, I am attracted to gays and alcoholics. And I'd like to figure out why. If anyone has any idea - please enlighten me ! Need to tune that picker!