Hiya Mootpoint - good to see you here and I think you're right - he was probably trying to do good to get you to move in, Littlestar. It's not particularly impressive behaviour - don't think for one minute that you've done anything wrong; once you start on that cycle of guilt you'll go mad.
Is there a friend or family memeber you could stay with for a couple of days to get your head straight? Whenever I felt myself going loopy I used escape to my best friend's place for the weekend and I always used to come home with a much clearer head. You really need to to start thinking of you right now - please take care of yourself.
(((((Littlestar)))))