Yes,
I feel ready. i feel sad, and moments when i feel regret. I just cannot go on this way. I know it has affected me already. but i used to take care of myself, and i feel like i will feel renewed. of course, i will probably still have lots of worry, but i will have to work on that too.
he will not make it with me. so, i have to do this. for him and for me.
i will not be alone doing this. i will get his key too. i have a police officer for a son in law. he is going to help me. he is quite eager to do this for me, actually. he has a soft spot for my son, but he knows that this is so wrong.
hugs, and many thanks for always being here for me.
i will keep your number close, tjp
hugs,
chicory