chicory

well Kiki, thanks for asking. it has been a crummy week.

sons dad sent money. son bought much alcohol.

son did not go to first day of new job.

son has been very drunk , most of each day. vodka and beer.

this week has moved things along quite a bit.

i told him that he leaves this weekend.

he is drunk and asleep right now.

my heart really hurts, but i know what i have to do.

this guy is never going to change, until he wants to.

he is never going to want to while he is being taken care of.

i am glad i found this site. it has helped me to maintain

a calm that i dont understand. i know he cant help it,

i cant change it, and it is his life. if he want to ruin his,

that is his business, but i wont let him ruin mine. it will

always hurt, but i wont have to have that "front row seat"

that every one talks about.

thanks for asking about things.

i can smell the vodka from across the hall-

wafting from under his door. i am sad.

chicory