I don't have anyone physically here for me... that's why I am on this site. My nearest family member is over 3 hours away. We live in a very rural area... I have one friend whom I can count on here to help out, but she will be visiting her husband on leave before he goes to Iraq near the time that I am due, probably why I am stressing so much now. He was able to be sober for 6 weeks before the birth of our daughter, but this time he's decided that our son will not come before his due date (I'd like to know how he knows this). I am glad to be here and finally have some support. Thank you all!