Wow.....funny that I thought I was the only one but I guess this again is why I am here. I am sitting here feeling so bad as I have had to listen to hateful comments from his freinds and family who judge me to be such a horrible person. But they have no idea because they are so very sick. How could I ever value their opinion. What's done is done annd I only pray that something positive positive comes of it all. I just want to b on the other side and know what god has in store 4 me