Oshkosh, I know it's hard to see it right now, but you should be glad that he's out of your life. I know you miss him (the old him), but you will get through this. You will see how strong you are as a person. Time will heal your wounds. The person that he has become is not the person you want in your life. He will only bring you pain. I'm sorry you miss the old him. You saw pieces of a person that you care about. You didn't see the whole person, nor do you know the whole person.
Figure out how to pick up the pieces of your life. Do whatever you need to start over and smile again. I know how much hurt you are feeling right now
