You're all right. I was just missing him and had a weak moment. Thank you all for helping me see that. I found a nar-anon meeting near me tonight (several actually! It's sad how many there have to be...) I'm just a little nervous about going. Especially alone. Can I go if it isn't an "open meeting"? Do I just walk in and sit down? Do you have to talk when you're new or can you just listen?