Lady,
I can identify with every one of your feelings. You see, I have never told you where I come from when I came here.
You are leap years ahead of me in terms of your ability to be honest with yourself while you are in it...and such clarity of thinking and then decisive action.
I vacillitated much much longer than you have.
I am so unbelievably glad that you can see him for what he is now.
That many phone calls and texts is a kind of scary thing to me. okay just plain real worrisome.
If I have been able to help you at all it is only because it it so utterly, eeirly familiar to me that you just wouldn't hardly believe it.
We have been talking about abusive relationships today...and when I remember what was going on and how close things came in the end...I cry and I cry because SR saved my life. It really moves me....this stuff isn't just words to me.
I am so happy for you that you are moving on, seeing the truth and insist on having the very wonderful life you and your son deserve.
Also a great deal of relief that your son won't be exposed to such a deep level of sickness.
You are more rational than I am right now..
But huge congratulations.
SO, glad you came back..you will always be welcome.
Your eloqence and clarity is so outstanding.
((((((((((((((big hugs)))))))))))))))