Originally Posted by
oshkoshberjosh 
It is so very hard for me to see him as he is today, rather than how he was 6 or 7 months ago. Some days its a little bit easier than others. I miss the emotional connection with him so very much
I loved him with all my heart...still do...the old him.
I'm going through the same thing hun. My mom summed it up best, and I think it applies for you as well: "When he was trying to be the best person he could be, the person deep down he desperately wanted to be, you were everything he ever wanted. Take that as a compliment."
