Originally Posted by
cynical one 
It might help you to go back and read your very first post here from 7 months ago. At that time you were then just thinking about getting involved with him, and he said he had almost 2 years sober and then he conveniently relapsed within a couple of weeks of your first post. You fell in love with pretend guy, and now he is back to real guy.
It was all a fantasy I suppose. I really thought I would be over it by now. I probably would be if I didn't have to see him every day at work. It's a constant reminder of what I have lost.