Cymbal thanks for your kind words. I do tell myself that all day long...I know he did me a favor because I would have continued to make excuses for him. I knew something wasnt right but I wasnt ready to give up on it! And knowing that I would have let it continue is depressing because I KNOW I am too good to settle. My head tells me its for the best but my heart isnt convinced just yet!
But I will get there....I know that time heals everything