Oh. It sounds like a really intense and difficult situation for you. Thanks for posting, anyway. Others will be on later with more support, I'm sure. Being scared is understandable. But I hope you'll bear in mind that because the rest of us here online, you are not alone. Can you think of any practical things you could do now to help? Would sorting out some food or a hot drink help? Is there a friend you could ask to come over?
Praying for you.