Last night and little sleep
So, my AH is moving out NOv. 1, he said last night he was going out to look at places to live. At 1:30 he wasn't home yet and at 3:30 He hadn't come to his bed, so I got up and ran downstairs thinking the worst ( I had my phone off) and he was sittling on the toilet and there was a blanket on the sofa where he was sleeping. Not sure when he got home, but of course I couldn't go back to sleep. I cannot wait until he is out of the house! How selfish this alcoholism is! Who would want to worry and keep awake those they love? I know I know he can't love me that way and that blows!!!!