Welcome to the best recovery site everywhere!
You've just found lots of support and useful information here - use it.
There are lots of different forums, even one specifically for substance abuse. Forums to express gratitude. Forums for relationships and families. Give them a read. Lots of support and strength there.
I'm glad you're in a recovery program of some sort. It can be of great help in early recovery to have that face to face support. But this site is great too, for me it's so handy to have this to come to, day or night, and know that there will always be someone here.