last night , he chilled me to the bone, for he said in a low voice "just cause i get that job, doesn't mean everything is gonna be fixed". I think he was trying to tell me that he is still gonna need something for his nerves.
he is so sick or selfish. both i think.
That would chill me to the bone, too. It sounds like he's telling you he isn't going anywhere and that he'll have money to buy whatever he thinks he needs. Then he'll still be there and using. What would you do then? Of course, he hasn't gotten the job yet, so it might be moot.
At some point, hon, you are going to have to make him leave. The reason YOU have to do it is because it is YOUR home and you want him gone. He has proven that he has no intention of going anywhere, so, if he is going to leave, you are going to have to be the one to put him out. I'm sorry. I know it sucks, but nothing changes if nothing changes.
