Thanks so much for the support everybody. I appreciate the kind words. It definitely helps talking about things. My friends don't understand and i dont expect them to.
I wish i had better self esteem, it might make things easier, but thats something i need to work on. I'm the type who stayed with this man because i really didnt think i could do any better. I wanna smack sense into girls like me, lol.
I'm pretty anxious to start alanon, im not really good in large groups or with meeting new people. I have a feeling i'm gonna cry and babble on. I dont even have my thoughts all in order right now, my mind is just racing a mile a minute.
I'll keep everyone updated with my progress tho, it just may help me
