Akrasia,
Hang in there. I am glad he's among the conscious? I mean I'd like to say 'living' but he's certainly not doing the thing I like to call 'living'.
You, however, are sounding terrific!! You are taking life by the ..... (you know) and finding some joy! Gotta love that!!
Hang in there.
Thanks for sharing your story. It's helpful to me.