Very good to talk this out, you wonderful, wonderful people. Most of the folks here are right, I have no business being in yet another open AA meeting, since I've attended them most of my life. I'm really tired of the same old story that I did not cause, that I cannot control, and that I would not even attempt to cure, ever.
I won't make that stupid mistake again. And I won't beat myself up over making it. It wasn't something I could've predicted.
I'm glad my RABF is not drinking today! Good for him, now let's get onto the business of living. He can come with me, hand in hand, in life and enjoying it, or not. His choice. My choice is that he can sure do that, and I'd be happy, but I'd sure be happy anyway.
I made some serious big steps in the future of my career today and in my community involvement. I'm diving in, and I'm pretty excited.
I'm not angry anymore about last Friday, heck, that was then, this is now. But I sure won't put myself in that situation again.
You are all very good hearted people. Thank you.