Hi and welcome to SR, you are in the right place, you have to decide whats best for you, im 10 years older than you, my AH was an A before we married, got sober and 8 years later is now back to where we were before we married. Get out now while you can, you deserve better. A is progressive and even if she recovers, she could fall off the wagon at any time. Perhaps you need to go to alanon, remember also the 3 c's.. You cant CONTROL it, You cant CURE it and You didnt CAUSE it and at the end of the day LOVE is not enough.... please keep posting, there will be lots of other wonderful people here who will give you lots more advice.