Originally Posted by
skippernlilg 
I'm tired of my life being so affected by alcohol, even when no one's drinking!
I completely understand that feeling. There have been days I just wanted to run off into the sunset screaming and never return.
I was married to an active alcoholic, I am an alcoholic in recovery, I now have a 32 year old daughter who's an active alcoholic, and a 15 year old granddaughter I have concerns about now that she lives with her mother.
There are days I really wish I didn't have quite so much life experience from all angles.
The good news is you are actively seeking a program of recovery for yourself!
I'd be in a rubber room, in a straight-jacket right now without my program of recovery!
