That's a great idea Alice. Its nice to hear from you. I'll have to think of a good place..lol...i dont want to taint a familiar place with that lil gravesite.
Good for you - its people like you i have to look up to. Thank you for that.
I have all these options with my life and I've been avoiding making these choices...this person is just a distraction from reality. I am doing okay. I don't really feel sad today. Just mad, but mostly sort of stunned into numbness.
I can't go back. Only forward from now on. MAYBE a year or longer from now I won't even want to open up the lines up for even an apology. At this point, I don't even need one.
It would have been nice to see this person stop suffering...but ya no what it feels like standing next to him is standing in quicksand..waiting to drown and suffocate. Its only a matter of time, everytime.
So I DON'T LOOSE. Go ahead, enjoy living in the dark.