Yeah! that's what it feels like...I'm putting myself into action.
Is going to Europe away to avoid myself, though? That's what I want to be sure of.
Also, I have his meth pipe thing or "wobble" as he so lovingly calls it. I though about running it over (don't want to pop a tire), throwing it out into some body of water (don't want it to wash up somewhere or liter), its so disturbing i don't know what to do with it....I can't just like throw it in the trash, someone in my family might find it...
what should I do with it?
I refuse to let this drag me down. I am so thankful to be strong enough to not let it. the only thing I fear is always having that soft spot for him.