Originally Posted by
Learn2Live 
Do you believe in a higher power? Because you can let go of the outcome of this scenario and allow your higher power to take over.
You can also remember that your husband has his OWN higher power to look out for him. Hopefully he is safe, but there is nothing that your worrying yourself sick will do to help. Alcoholics make these kinds of dramatic gestures counting on the fact that we will worry.
Good luck with the apartment hunting!