I don't miss waking up next to my wife in the middle of the night wondering what the heck I did the previous night and knowing it was something bad. Not being able to fall back asleep because I am so worried about what I did - still not remembering...
-Wake up at 2:00 AM still nothing.
-Toss and turn and wake up at 4:00 AM - a short memory of fighting and me drunk.
-Finally wake up at 6:00 AM walking on egg shells in the morninig waiting for her to tell me what an idiot I was and to explain what I can't remember.
-Feeling like crap all day and wondering why she puts up with me.
I don't miss that person. I won't be that person. I am not that person - I am Britt. Thank God!