Oak...I kind of feel I have to contact them...the only alternative is to drink myself into oblivion in order to try to forget, which ain't going to happen. Also on my face the music agenda is paying up bills...that's going to take awhile to clear up...ugh....the only way I can feel better about the big old mess my life is, is by reminding myself I didn't get in this hole overnight so its going to take awhile to get out of it as well.
When I drank I thought all my problems would go away if I got sober...they didn't but at least I can deal with them now!