To me, his email says:
"I want you to talk to me NOW because I'm a little King Baby who is used to getting what he wants all the time."
"I'm going to use all kind of cheesy clichés about how "love doesn't wait", which I know is total bullsh*t, and describe you in a super-cheesy tear-jerker movie moment to show you my soft side".
"I'm going to use all kinds of psychological terms and pseudo-academic analysis b.s. to WOW you with my intelligence, which is supposedly superior to what can be found in AA, so that you think I'm smart and that I've got my sh*t together."
"I'm also going to apologize for being an ass and demeaning you in the hopes that you'll be so totally WOWed by my maturity and my superior understanding of my addiction, that you'll RUN to be by my side, and then we can drive away, into the sunset,...until we can find a bar and I can have a drink"
That email is pure, unadulterated caca.
I sincerely hope you can hit delete and get on with life.
Now, where's Naive to give us a professional translation of this alkie b.s.?