Why did I not see that sticky before? (forgive me, I'm blonde lol).
Thanks for your answers
You're right, I should concentrate on staying sober first. I think it's just my frame of mind right now - feeling so bad about my last drunken escapade, that I just want to do anything to take my mind off it and get rid of the shameful feelings, and do lots of good things so that I don't feel so bad and so that others don't think so badly of me.
I know that's not really possible though. But, I have taken the first step to try to get some help. I am waiting on someone from AA to call me back, then hopefully force myself along to a meeting
Cheers for the book recommendation, Steph. I'm not a big reader (don't have the attention span, (I wonder why?)
but that sounds like something I'd enjoy reading, so I'll definitely check it out.
I will try to keep posting here. For some reason, I'm a lot more socially anxious online and find it more difficult getting involved in forums than I do in real life, but need to overcome that!