hurtbad
Your son has my prayers (as do all of the addicts we love). I hope that he (and my own AS) experience devine intervention of some type that helps them toward recovery.
You also have my prayers because I understand how difficult it is not to succumb to the guilt that is heaped on by an AS. I'm sure you do what I do......Let go and Let God repeat.
You did good Mom......
gentle hugs