You seem to have grown a great deal in a relatively short time.
You are resolute. If you hang onto that, it will carry you through some of the doubtful times.
It's funny, but one of the things I wanted so badly was an intact family - for me and for my children. Hindsight shows that ending my marriage was probably better for my children anyway. They are watching us.
Welcome to S/R. This is a terrific site; I'm glad you're with us. It's for us way after we tell them to leave as well as during.