yogagal,
Please feel that this is a safe place to come to. We all have our own perspectives, which is sometimes just what the doctor ordered, and sometimes not at all what we think we need to listen to. We have a little sliver of a glimpse into the complex lives of other humans.
We are always here, and you are always welcome to post. I hope we get an update on how you are doing soon.
Might you consider regular al-anon attendance?