Originally Posted by
jerect 
The other part of me is trying to look at this objectivly and question what my motives are. Am I feeling guilty for going through the divorce after he has cleaned himself up? Am I feeling guilt for hurting myself and someone that I dearly love with all my heart? Am I wanting to stay because it's easier to be comfortable then unhappy and deal with my heartache.
Good questions to ask yourself - examining your motives helps to think things out...to play that tape all the way through. But while you do this, try not to just look at what he's doing right now....look at what you want in your life and why he hadn't fit into that before. You didn't make a rash decision. You got to that point that you knew you needed to make a change and you had reason to do it. You have nothing to feel guilty about; he made the decisions that brought you to this point.