well, i have only set these boundraries in my head. i have not told her about them yet.
she says, she is already tired of being there and only plans to be for a week or so. i dont know if she is fooling herself, or trying to tell herself this or just trying to downplay. i dont know if i should give her a week or two or not.
we are supposed to meet up tomorrow evening. it's like i would like a nice night with her without having to talk about things. its just so...i dont even know. it's like breaking up with someone, but being forced to.
i dont know when to say it or where.
i keep playing that those will be the last words i have with her and it feels like a painful scene from a movie. one of those- how can i go on now kind of feelings.
cece- i did just post a thread, funny timing. but, its not yet just about me. more about my baggage. i'll getto the good stuff someday.