Thanks Sharon and milwaukeeguy, (I'm from Chicago, btw, lol)
One thing nice about eating pizza when you're not drunk, you don't get near as much tomatoe sauce on the front of your shirt, lol.
I can't count how many times I would go out to my car on Saturday morning to get the pizza box out and throw it away, because I forgot it the night before when I was too polluted to think. I'm lucky I didn't get a few hundred dui's while out there doing that stupid stuff and especially lucky that I never hurt anyone while drinking and driving.
I may miss the old crowd, but I can't hang anymore, it costs too much, so I'm trying to hang here in between meetings and sleep. It's not easy, but the past must stay in the past and I must move on.
Thanks for all your help, everyone!!