Courtney...
God bless you for finding us..My heart goes out to you and your family.
Please stay right where you are! You need your family to support you right now while you figure out what to do with your marriage, your future, your life.
You may not realize this, but you are at a major turning point in your life. The decisions you make right here right now will determine your future for many years to come.
Give yourself time, ask for help, listen to your heart and your gut.