Originally Posted by
Kindeyes 
......he simply left me with the awful images of him sleeping somewhere in a shack on a small piece of carpet and threats of suicide yet again. He is balanced so precariously on the edge of life.....it scares me.
Kindeyes, I'm so glad you were able to enjoy your B/D. That my friend is recovery.
I know that scared feeling, I know that when my own daughter was supposedly living in a cardboard box, I was scared. she had also many times threatened suicide. (I say supposedly, because later learned it was a pod...lol) Even though I was scared, I was able to get thru the day by coming here, going to meetings and praying for her everday.
That was 9 mos ago, yesterday, she celebrated 8 months clean...I'm so
thankful and grateful to God for his miracle. Yes, I do very sincerely believe in miracles. As they say don't leave b/4 the miracle happens.
Keep working on yourself, keep praying, and keep hope alive.
Hugs,
Chris