Thank you again for all of the kind words. I had a lovely time with my family last night. We went to a Japanese Steak House and it was very entertaining and delicious as well. It was great to see everyone and get lots of hugs.
My son never did call me back yesterday. I suppose I can say that at least I know that as of yesterday, he was still alive. Although I think he knew it was my birthday yesterday, he never acknowledged it......he simply left me with the awful images of him sleeping somewhere in a shack on a small piece of carpet and threats of suicide yet again. He is balanced so precariously on the edge of life.....it scares me.
I have heard that if people threaten and threaten and threaten suicide that they don't really want to do it. It is a cry for help. And help is there for the taking if he truly wants to choose life. I feel so powerless.
I have a Naranon meeting tonight.
Thank you all so much for your prayers. I hope that God hears them.
Gentle hugs