i feel like i'm getting angry now...
..like really angry
i frown because i don't like myself when i'm angry.. i have a bad tendency of turning anger into hate... i haven't had hate in my body since i lost my mother 7 years ago - i learned the hard way about hate...
but this anger that's building.. it scares me.
still in a little shock tho too i think... i really don't know.
just wanted to write this i guess... still fresh to me